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| One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could
And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.
Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door
And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?
Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, alone with, alone with,
alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see,
alone with you, alone with - Personal Theme Song : :all american rejects
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| i can't believe what is in front of me
the water's rising up to my knees
and i can't figure out
how the hell i wound up here
everything seemed okay when i started out the other day
then the rain came pouring down
and now im drowning in my fears
and as i watch the setting sun
i wonder if im the only one
[Chorus]
cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
sometimes i fall
but ive seen it done before
i got to step outside these walls
i've got no master plan to help me out
or make me stand up for
all the things i really want
you had me to afraid to ask
and as i look ahead of me
cry and pray for sanity
[chorus]
these walls can't be my haven
these walls can't keep me safe here
now i guess i got to let them down
cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
sometimes i fall
but i've seen it done before
i got to break out...
i got to break out...
i got to step outside these walls
love outside these walls
i feel my heart breaking
but its a brand new day
im going down
im stepping out
im stepping outside
these walls
{i've seen it done before.. i'm walking on, i'll walk it off, oh i'm moving on) - Feeling : :bored
 - Personal Theme Song : :teddy geiger - these walls
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| "Silver And Cold"
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
- Location:home
- Feeling : :creative
 - Personal Theme Song : :afi - silver and cold
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| [Snoop Dogg]
What it do babyboo
Yeah, little mama you lookin' good
I see you wanna play with a player from the hood
Come holla at me, you got it like that
Me, Snoop Dogg with the lil' Pussycat
I show you how it go down, yeah, I wanna go down
Me and you, one on one, treat you like a shorty
You look at me and I look at you
I'm reachin' for your shirt what you want me to do
[The Pussycat Dolls]
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Typical and hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical, don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama (mama)
Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna)
What I wanna do is bring this on ya (on ya)
Backup all the things that I told ya (told ya, told ya, told ya)
You've been sayin' all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
You say you're a big boy, but I can't agree
'Cuz the love you said you had ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you, wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you, what you wanna do (do)
Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
[Snoop Dogg]
Now you can get what you want
But I need what I need
And let me tell you
I'ma show you where to put it that
PCD told me, yeah, I thought I saw a pretty cat
You roll with your
Now tell me how ya feel babydoll
Ashley, Nicole
Carmit, Jessica, Kimberly, Melody
You tellin' me
[The Pussycat Dolls]
Ha, ha... hot!
Ha, ha... loosen up
Ha, ha... yeah...
Ha, ha... I can't take this
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
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| Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind. - Location:home
- Feeling : :bored
- Personal Theme Song : :evanescence - call me when you're sober
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| haha.. i totally just realized my last two posts were the exact same song........ shows how much i'm on here... life's been crazy... my brains frazzled currently.. updates may come later.
til then... i love you and take care. | |
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| Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life - Location:home
- Feeling : :bored
- Personal Theme Song : :The Fray - How to Save a Life
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| Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
- Location:my bed
- Feeling : :tired as hell
- Personal Theme Song : :The Fray - How to Save a Life
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| I haven't really slept too regularly lately... it's been crazy
And I've been spending a hell of a lot of time with... well, almost everybody... or at least everyone that matters. I love my friends. Don't know what I'd do without 'em!
I haven't been home too much lately. I think my parents hate that... the idea that I'm out with guys all the time [due to a lack of chick friends] and I'm sure they really hate the idea of me crashing out at a guys house. Eh well.
I was so tired around 130 that I could barely keep my eyes open at Byron's and actually dozed off leaning on Russell... and NOW... yeah, now I can't sleep. I came home to sleep... and I CAN'T. It sucks balls.
Thomas has been weird lately. Dunno. Maybe I'm just reading things wrong... but when he pops up on your best friends computer asking "Be honest with me, is my baby okay?" and then tells you he wasn't worried about you..... it just doesn't add up. And the past couple times I've talked to him he's been kind of short and cordial with me. It's strange. But, I guess it was bound to happen. He is in a completely different state after all and it's been over two weeks since he's left. It seems like it's been so much longer... I guess because of all that's happened.
My sense of time is so off. Things that happened a month ago seemed like they happened last week and vice versa.
At any rate, I miss my Thomas. I really do. I hope he's happy. That's what really matters... that he's happy.
Well, I'm off to attempt some sleep. Sweet dreams.
"Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off",..... [hmm, catchy]
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
- Location:my room
- Feeling : :sleepy
- Personal Theme Song : :panic! at the disco
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| Let's see... Sunday night I was up late [like 6 am-ish] hanging out with a friend, talking about milton/pace ghost stories and such. Crashed out til about 12 and woke up, chilled with a friend and went to work.
Monday at work some coworkers pulled some bullshit on a manager. It pissed me off beyond all reason. There was no need to take it as far as it was taken. Basically, his entire life could have been ruined and that was uncalled for. It had me LIVID all night.
Soo... Monday night I got off work and took a pizza to a friend and then met up with David and we headed to Jon's house to see him and little John. We chilled there for a while and I realized I was way too tired to drive and too pissed off to care. Jon said we could all chill there and that's what we were going to do. I tried going to bed around 2-3 but people were in the room and such keeping the sleepy people awake. They ended up popping in a porn movie and analyzing it scene by scene... yay? Not. I finally got to sleep around 5-530 and woke up around 945 to get up and go to work.
I was sceduled at 11 so I made sure I had time to get there. I got there way early and had to work register instead of just help the cook. Ick. Got off at 220ish instead of 130 and went and got food. Came back and worked from 4 to close... which sucked cause I was supposed to get off at 830. Busted my ass in cook to get it done by 930 and got the hell out of there.
Dropped by Skyler's for a bit and then met up with David at Ollie's at about 11. Hung out with him for a while and then stopped by another friend's house til about 4ish. Went to bed, slept til like 2 and got up, drove around for a while. I was going to meet up with a friend from high school, Nick, for lunch but he didn't get to take a long break today.
Since then I've gotten food and now I'm talking to my aunt. My uncle is a lunatic and he's got her so under control it's bullshit... she can't have friends, etc. He changed her phone number and won't let her do anything without permission. It's fucked up. Now I REALLY hate him. Uck - Location:home
- Feeling : :pissed off
 - Personal Theme Song : :Garth Brooks - Somewhere Other Than The Night
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| I'm such a confusing jumble of thoughts and emotions... I don't even know what I'm thinking or how I'm actually feeling. It makes me feel crazy to be so back and forth. Bleh. I need a constant in life...... I just can't seem to find one. Some things have helped... But not many. - Location:home
- Feeling : :confused
 - Personal Theme Song : :Tracy Lawrence - Texas Tornado
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| So basically... I got off work last night, and went to the american legion on barancas to meet up with russell, david, and co.
Around 12 I left there and David, etc. and I headed toward the beach where we sat around until about 130.
I said goodbye to them at the beach and headed for Waffle House on 87 to meet up with Troy and Jeremy. Got there around 210. Ate some food. Yum. Hadn't had waffle house in months! After that we chilled in the parking lot talking to people there and then ended up at Troys talking in the yard and in Jeremy's car.... until 6 in the morning!
So... I leave there and now I'm sitting here at home about to hop in the shower and head back to work...
Because I VOLUNTEERED to go in at 10 and help with the parties they have booked because I wanted hours.
Let's just say.... Brittany's not a genious.
But I had fun. And hopefully today will be fun.
I'll probably even do the inventory tonight so that I don't have to wake up as early tomorrow. Dunno.
Anyway. It's off to shower for me. <3 - Location:home
- Feeling : :I'm breathing aren't I?
- Personal Theme Song : :Darryl Worley - When You Need My Love
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| I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
But baby most of all
chorus:
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright
chorus
I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss our silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
- Location:laying in bed
- Feeling : :sleepy
- Personal Theme Song : :Darryl Worley - I Miss my Friend
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| | Your Love Song Is | 
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson
"Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool"
You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer! |
It's hilarious... in so many different ways. | |
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| | You Are Mint Green | 
Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.
Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.
You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.
Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them! |
| Your Personality Is |
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive | 
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
heh | You Are a Passionate Kisser | 
You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger
Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited
You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat
It's all about where your passion leads you |
haha | You are a Romantic Realist | 
Okay, so you fall in the middle.
You know that love isn't like a greeting card...
Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.
You are the best of both worlds
Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.
Almost any guy can find balance with you. |
yay?? - Location:my house
- Feeling : :sleepy and sore
- Personal Theme Song : :Tesla - Love Song
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| It was about being in a horrible mood all day but the emotion was happy.
I was in a bad mood mostly... but for the rest of the time I was just daydreaming I guess. And then my "twin" Daniel showed up at work and we were laughing and such. He's a great kid!
My body aches so badly right now. I'm sure it hates me. I was out until nearly one last night, just chillin' with a really awesome person and then still didn't get to bed until around 330 am when I had to get up at 7 for work at 8. My back hurt so bad tonight... I wanted to die. Ick.
Gamers are slightly amusing. heh. <3
Well, I'm off. - Feeling : :amused
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| I've been in the most horrid mood for the majority of the day. It's really sucked considering I've been here at CiCi's since 8 this morning. The people that eat in this place are completely ridiculous. - Location:CiCi's Pizza
- Feeling : :happy
- Personal Theme Song : :Tom Petty - Won't Back Down
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| i still miss him
but i didn't cry today
i still love him
always will
everything still reminds me of him
but i've learned to just let it go
and yet, i'm wrapped up in the blanket we shared so many nights
i need to feel something other than this sadness
today was the first day i've been happy since he's been gone
thanks to good friends and work to occupy my mind
i hung out with Russell today and saw a couple other people from high school
Milton's a really small town
you can't go anywhere without seeing SOMEONE you know
crazy...
i've got to get out of here one day
daniel is so my twin
we are so much alike
it's amusing
[heart]
i love this one song by bonnie rait
let's give 'em something to talk about
mainly because someone's always talking about me
it gets kind of annoying
but can tend to be amusing too
just to hear what people are saying
i need sleep
it's 3 something
i work at 8
all day
til close
i'm a genious
i know
i had a lot of fun today
i like that
not every day will be this easy though
but hopefully, things will get better
comfort will come in one form or another
right now, it'll come from my bed
goodnight - Location:my room
- Feeling : :tired
- Personal Theme Song : :Bonnie Rait - Let's Give 'Em Something to Talk About
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| Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah
Some call me the gangster of love
Some people call me Maurice
Cause I speak of the pompitous of love
People talk about me, baby
Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong
Well, don't you worry baby
Don't worry
Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home
Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I sure don't want to hurt no one
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run
Wooo Wooooo
You're the cutest thing
That I ever did see
I really love your peaches
Want to shake your tree
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time
Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I sure don't want to hurt no one
Wooo Woooo
People keep talking about me baby
They say I'm doin' you wrong
Well don't you worry, don't worry, no don't worry mama
Cause I'm right here at home
You're the cutest thing I ever did see
Really love your peaches want to shake your tree
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Come on baby and I'll show you a good time - Location:my room
- Feeling : :happy
- Personal Theme Song : :SMB - The Joker
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| This is what came to me last night. I was fucked up, tired, sad, lonely, etc and it was 1-115 in the morning.
My mom had unplugged the modem so I saved the post I wanted to make to my computer...
Here it is:
martina mcbride - how can i help you say goodbye
Through the back window of our '59 wagon
I watched my best friend Jamie slipping further away
I kept on waving till I couldn't see her
And through my tears I asked again why we couldn't stay
Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain
Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same
And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye
It's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry
Come let me hold you, and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye
I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase
I held a picture of our wedding day
His hands were trembling, we both were crying
He kissed me gently, and then he quickly walked away
I called up Mama, she said, time will ease your pain
Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same
And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye
It's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry
Come let me hold you, and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye
Sitting with Mama, alone in her bedroom
She opened her eyes, and then squeezed my hand
She said, I have to go now, my time here is over
And with her final words she tried to help me understand
Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain
Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same
And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye
It's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry
Come let me hold you, and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye
I miss him so much. I can't stop thinking about him and everything reminds me of him. I can't escape it anywhere. Nothing I can do will help ease this pain. I'm completely unhappy here without him and he's there, probably happier than he's ever been. I'm being such a pessimist here lately and I know he'll be angry with me for it... but I just can't see past the pain. I love him. - Location:cici's
- Feeling : :bored
- Personal Theme Song : :Martina McBride - How Can I Help You to Say Goodbye
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